if the waves crashed down would you take my hand?
its been so long but nothing has changed, we still cry over the same things and hang our head because were ashamed.
if i fall beneath the soil, you wouldnt miss me.
i wish you could wear white and not feel ashamed. i wish you were mine... i know i am but thats not how its always been
is it really what we believe it to be or is that our hearts lying to us. keeping us alive. for if it stops lying we shall code and the pulsating shall stop
we shall die
so i am leaving
goodbye
i hope you can truly be happy i'm to much of a jealous girl to have forever
i hope you understand
i cant stop the hurt any longer
i love you

I wanna be the surgeon that cuts you open,
That fixes all of life's mistakes
I wanna be the house that you were raised in
The only place that you feel safe

I wanna be a shower in the morning
That wakes you up and makes you clean
I know I'm just the weather against your window
As you sleep through a winter's dream

Someones churning the earth
Someone's stirring the sky
Every color at once in a column of lights
Bacteria breeds on a microscope slide
The worm in my heart's the apple of your eye

Don't adore what is impossible
We have built this ship in a wine bottle
But if you knew how it worked,
We'd have to grow old

Someone's eating at you, wakes you up in the night
If you're digging the past, who knows what you'll find
Read the newspaper print off the microfiche slide
And you're holding your breath for the rest of your life

Don't you love what is intangible
I have built this ship in a wine bottle
But if you knew who I was ...
You would never grow old